stupidity...

whenever a decision making is involved, ur brain and ur heart rush to assist you...problem arises when u decide whether to follow the brain's advice or the heart's advice...

at times, or rather, often times, their views clash. big time! just like politics.. government and opposition's view always clash! and when u finally made ur decision and it's not the right one, oh my...need i say more?

its funny...when you worked so hard for the past couple of weeks or so to achieve something, but when u finally achieved it, or u could sense that ur achieving it, suddenly u feel that its not what u actually wanted to achieve in the first place! i mean...it is wat u wanted in the first place but then again its not wat u really wanted deep inside... its wat ur brain asked u to do but its something ur heart protest! yupz, u've guessed it right! clashing views! hence, internal turmoil! illegal rally! wooh! -.-"

and wrong decisions... i call it stupidity, at its very best... absofuckinglutely stupid... ahh, wat a great sense of idioticness in me when it happens! pheewwweet!

and now, another decision making...which would determine my future... accounts? or finance? or something else? thinking hard! YOU! where are u when i need u most! help me! muahaha.

i cant sleep. thx grace n meatysiu for temaning me the past couple of nights till very the late night haha.

welcome back honeybuddy! and of cuz the parkerbains!! i missed you guys alot! now, lets go out shall we? perhaps, we can all then discuss my future! hahaha. i need help!